We has spoken to many people regarding your rights. Kiki, you are a very socially gifted person. Be brave and pick up your phone and start calling good people and telling your story. You can use RebTel to call worldwide. One step at a time and in the end you will look back and see how far you have come. We will slowly find peaceful solutions. We will definitely resolve this systemic failure peacefully. There is also Liebes Leben who helps victims affected by conversion therapy. Their number is a bit strange, it is (0221) 89 92 876*. We understand you have become very distrustful and think everyone will hurt you. Please reconsider these thoughts. You are correct about some people. However, we will find a pathway of kind police, kind lawyers, and a kind judge for you amidst the grave systemic failures. You have to network into the good, safe spaces for people who are a bit different. Be brave and test the people carefully. Try to find a lawyer in the network of these safe spaces. We agree that other spaces may be very closed, cold, and even use torturous forms of conversion therapy. We pray every day and believe that we will find a safe resolutions. The violence has lasted 8 years and we will faithfully fight for your rights for as long as it takes. It is best that good officials in Germany show a good heart and arrest those doing these conversion therapies, where ever they stand. We understand you are processing a lot of events and do not have all your capacities. 

We will start to speak to immigration lawyers to find a good destination country if all else fails. These are all the countries and their asylum procedures as given by the UNHCR. We recommend you also speak to immigration lawyers in the countries that you think do not accept what they are doing to you so they can protect you from the beginning. Those of Kiki's community who wish to read and keep up the hate crimes should know they must stop immediately. There is a powerful group of men who are extremely violent against Kiki. There will be justice!

We are finding the most righteous lawyer in the world for you ❤️